the nightmare i fear the most.
leave me in this world alone.
don't seems to be able to walk out.
no use guiding me anymore.
seriously aimlessly.
i said, its okay, its alright.
i'll be fine someday, will be stronger than usual.
but currently its still not.
i said it doesnt matter, but in fact i'm not that strong actually.
cant't help, can't help, really can't help.
in fact it feels like it died a thousand million times....
what if now i say i neeeed you?
))))):

no longer anymore,
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