as long as...
it doesn't matter anymore.

if only i can have you back tomorrow,
if only i can lose the pain and sorrow,
i would do just anything,
cause i know, i'll never.....

i've lose control, not letting any emotions gets hidden underneath.
i'm letting out every single thing, just to hold you back.
i don't know how much i've said, how much i've teared.
my mind went, snap-blank! when i heard you saying you'll be the one.
cause you know how much i'm afraid of.....

it's not simple, it's not easy.
i've understand everything,
i'm clear with everything.
no matter how selfish, how reluctant i can be,
its the fact that i've prepared to accept.
& i've promised to be fine, to be okay.
i will, and i have to!!
but its hard, REALLY! )):

i'm sorry, i never wanted my trouble to become yours too.
i'm sorry, even until now you still have to worry about me,
i'm sorry, i can't be as generous even until now,
and i'm sorry for all the sorry.

p.s:you don't have to be the one to love me, cause i'll be the one doing that.

play repeats: Jessica Simpson; i wanna love you forever.
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