putting a smile across to pretend nothing had happen.
so much things but yet i cant do anything.
i know one fear, but i do fear too.
unknowingly leaving things hanging which i doubt whats the next step.
day past, constantly reminding of those days. but not anymore now.
i try to fill my days with lots of things. but yet, it dont seems helpful.
wanting so much to hear before the night ends, but it seems impossible now.
with no heading each day, the journey back seems longer.
i'm afraid, i'm going back home...
i'm sorry. just dont say about ___ to me.
please turn back the time, will you.

in a moment like this.
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