i miss training once again this morning. but there's reason to it.

i didnt utter anything when i heared the news. someone asked if i feel sad. of cause i do. but i couldnt make any comments now. cause i know i cant. i seriously got to pulled through this tough week. trying to cover and hide everything from everyone, cause i couldnt tell anyone. until the day when i finally made up my decision. but i doubt i could just let go so easily. especially when the next week comes. as there are so many things that kept me hanging. i serioulsy dont know if i should.. really let go..
cause i really dont bear too..

today was my last day of work, i suppose. hopefully i would not be called back to work on the last day. i did enjoyed working there. but at times, i just dread work so much. perhaps i'm just too tired with so many things at one go. hopefully i didnt gain more weight this few weeks due to having supper as dinner. and the non stop eating of mooncakes and cookies.

i seriously got to put down weight this time...

i'm having sorethroat. so much that i hated it.
and i know someone is having too.so please take care of yourself. cause i dont want you to lose your voice again.

results is coming out this coming monday. i serioulsy doubt my grades. i really fear. please. let me do well for the modules i think i could. praying hard i wouldnt fail any. i want a nice gpa. ):

in a moment like this.
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