recaping of all the things that have happen. everything just seems so real and clear. as if everything was just few days back. but in fact. it had past long ago. thinking back was the only thing i could do. dont expect me to look forward. cause its impossible. never ever thought of it at that very moment. but things just turn out the way. its the second time. althought not the first. but i guess i wont be regreting for this choice i have made at the very moment. althought we cannot predict what will happen next nor we can predict what will we be like the next moment. but i can make this very clearly that from the very moment till now. i have never once regreted the path i chose. people do question me and persuade me. but i guess this is not something we can control. ya i know. all of them meant well for me. but this are always easy to say than to put into action. sometimes i really wonder. am i really looking forward for that particular day. so what if it arrives upon my waiting? nothing gonna change still. ya. days will become months and slowly then year. so what's the big deal after all? one might gain something or one might lose something? nothing gonna change right? but still, its just a day for people to remember and think of. i'm not aware of the things that had been happening. i just hope things would always be fine for you. yupp. moments spent will always be memorable. maybe thats the only gift we were given. althought time spent might not be long. but definitely the memories was worth treasuring. when will there be a day when things will turn out the other way round. but i doubt it wont. who is the one who often shed tears silently. no one would ever know the answer. but just themselves.

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