my blog seems to be rotting for the past weeks. due to my lazyness. ya. i agree that my lazyness has started to take control of me. haa. i'm not letting this to happen ya. one said she can even read my last post right from the back. are you sure you can? haa. show it to me then.
met up with min last few days. ya. i felt kinda weird at first too. was wondering why. its hurts when i feel that way. maybe we shall meet up more? i've started to question myself will anything happen to this friendship? i dont wish too. i'll treasure this and i've made a promise that i will not break it. imissyou seriously.
the question asked that night make me stop for a moment. i couldn't answer it. i'm afraid to answer. cause i dont wish that to happen. it just seems like things really change according to time. i dont know what the reason behind it. what should i react and how should i be reacting? i'm just like a person who've lost the soul at the moment.
heading down to fluid this coming sat. haa. finally!!! the night, the music. R&B. i'm craving for it for a long time. brghh. but its not what i'm really looking forward. cause its underage party. i'm sure it's gonna be a big crowd. shall have a feel of it that night. ((: gee. i miss the blusting of R&B!!!
i'm dont mean to hide anything from you for the past few months. i'm not saying anything out is that i'm just afraid of one thing. i dont mind how others look at me. the urge of sharing with you always comes by. but i've always swallow it. i dont know how should i start of with. i appreciated every thing you've shared with me. i felt sorry when i heard that rumous. i hope you wont feel upset about me. i'm greatful for your concern and the support you have given me. i've always trusted you like the way you were to me.(:
i'm putting away the fear once again. it might not be the answer that i'm looking for. but at least i've given a try. yupp.

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