i'm use to my own elaboration. i dont know if its always right. but this feeling seems to be real. i cant take control of my own feelings. i'm just feeling so hopeless and lost. am i creating trouble and nuisance to ownself? i guess i am. i'm thinking why one is always dissatisfied. and some even ask for more. things wont always go the way you want it to be. come on. even sometimes if its not totally what you want. but at least you should appreciate it. not all will got the same opportunity as one. seriously i dont abhor anyone there. afterall its not one can take control of. and i have no right to do so. i guess i would only turn the whole situation go worst.
7th..i know i will never get to know.

i'm annoyed with my dnt project. i'm cracking my head every single moment when i step into the design studio. i'm stress and i'm stuck!! should i take that? i'm bothered with it. some said its not the same,dont worry. while some said, the idea was there. i dont have any confident in this year project. brghh. i really want to shout it out. march hoilday? haa. its fully booked with dnt lesson. project, project and project. thats just our "march holiday".
thanks for those who have help me today. you guys really help me alot. especially mus. i'm really grateful. thanks. anyway. dont be bothered about those problems too much. we are always there for you. (:
sigh~moodless.
i'm sick!!

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