tired is the word,
so what if i say stay.....

sometime i wish i never have a heart,
because only then i'll have no emotions.
every time things happen, my heart sank and my tears drop.
i really wish it wasn't true and hopefully knowing its just a joke you're trying to tease me. time and again, i really felt like nothing is right, it just as though everything gonna collapse anytime.
it hit me hard and breaks my heart knowing things gonna change..

maybe i'm just too naive.
thinking everything can stay as simple,
thinking things will change to better as time pass,
thinking by just loving works,
thinking i can handle all these,
however something shows,
all these thinking is just my thoughts, me assuming..

no matter how much i try,
it just kept you in suspend.
i love you, i miss you,
but its just like you never seem to feel this way..
its painful to realize that you prefer not to hold on to a certain person anymore,
and knowing its gonna be no longer...
the fought we had did make things better somehow,
because i learn and understand things better.
but i dont know if i'm able to hold you back this time,
because it seems like you're really tired.
i don't know if i'm too sensitive,
but it seems like everytime you're pushing me away.
i know i shouldn't be keeping quiet when chances of me speaking was given,
but i chose to keep quiet at that moment.
i really don't know whats the next step,
maybe you're right, i don't even know what i can do..

you're one i wanna settle down with,
you're one i thought i'm relying much on,
you're one who became someone who meant so much,
you're one i love and care so much now,
you're one i yearn to see everyday.
and you're one i really dont wish to bid goodbye to..

songs repeat, lyrics that best describe my feeling right now..
0157am