i thought its suppose to be a nice day,
i thought it'll be better, and dint thought things would turn the other way round.
i just feel like ranting it out somewhere and this is the only place i could have done so.
i have all kind of negative thoughts running through me,
can't help, i just feel so helpless, way way so sucks.
i just hate it, not anyone else but myself.
because i feel so worst, i feel so lousy, i feel so mad about everything in me!
its as though i'm breaking down,
i actually make one feel stupid?!
am i really not good enough?
am i really that lousy?
sigh,i wish you didnt turn your back at me,
i wish i could have done better.
but tell me, what can i really do to make things work out.
how can i show you that i really care, i do appreciate everything?
i'm afraid, really am.
thats why i'm feeling this shit right now..

baby can you just feel it? ):

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