What have i done to always be the one falling so hard.

The more i try,
the more i lose.
Everyday i wonder why,
why things go bad everytime i try.

I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had.
all i can do is smile to pretend everything is okay,
but everytime i close my eyes,
i know it was just a lie.

i should just go into NEVERland

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on a happier note,
happypie's oficially 21, happybirthday(:

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