i've lost touch with this blog again.
sudden thought of blogging once again.
& i hope i wont be lazy again.
hahahhaa.

first thing first,
I finally pass my TP!!!! :D
okay, know it wasn't a big deal actually but to me was actually something awesome. because i can finally drive on my own! :D thanks to all the encouragements and my little determination that help me pull through that tough period, where i've nearly given up on it because of the first few failures and many many many complains about my instructor! i don't deny he's attitude and whatsoever that i can pin point on really annoy and piss me off many times. but still i thought he's effort for teaching was to be appreciated still.
but i've yet to have any car to drive, so ya..):

its only half way though intern, and i'm already dreading work like mad as the day pass. i so wanted it to end faster and go back to school!! i miss school soo much but minus out the exam period of cause. interim report wasn't a good one, because not much effort was put in and it was way too last minute. i know): so i WILL start my final report earlier, and i mean EARLIER. don't want any more last minute work, because its really bullshit only.uhh, okay. at least my smelly is going through with me, yes she said that! :D
i think i need a cup of espresso a day at least, even if it only helps in keeping me a little awake..

really appreciate the thoughts and surprises. because of that little phrase by me, your action touched me. thanks(:

we had that fear, that protection towards oneself, towards another. but wanting to be daring this time round, because of that sweet little quote, because of that chance that was given again and again. never can any give any assurance, but only to be giving the best and to be true with everything it was already more than anything else. and i always believe, everything comes with a reason(:


slowly getting used of sleeping alone in the night now, but still miss those nights with my dearJL.
those gossips, those chats, those words we share before we really bid goodnight and knock off.
okay, a minute of staying here equals to a minute less of sleeping time,
alright goodnight world,
i need a shut eye now because its only THURSDAY tomorrow...):

in a moment like this.
1102pm.