mixed feelings i had..
i did everything alone today...

i sat at the 1 person seat in bus.
playing those familiar music,
many things running through my head,
i couldn't control once again...

i had cinnamon melts.
thought some sweet stuff could help,
but it doesn't seems helpful at all.

i went for retail therapy.
& i spent almost a hundred.
i nearly grab a few more.
but i controlled...

today's weather is neither good.
what's for tomorrow?
i wonder........

in a moment like this.
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