I can't believe I'm standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the queen to reign my heart.
You changed my life so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer, can't you see...

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light.
When you touch me, I can touch you
To find out the dream is true.

I love to be loved by you.

P accompany me to training yesterday. pull her along to join the fun. she managed to get a feel of rowing once again. but bet she's bored to death when we're having training. i managed to do hand row! but i doubt i can do it consistently. still, i managed to move a step forward again, i'm contented for now. headed to bugis after that, ya. it has been ages since i last shop. got myself accessories, not clothes this time. as i'm trying not to spent so much. but this makes shopping so.. haha. nevertheless, i still succeeded. head off to hip diner usa for dinner.the place, the service, the food was great. (: chats we had again. memories we recall back. everything seems so clear. but in fact, time had pass so fast. just managed to pour everything to her. thanks for the company that day. looking forward to the next meet up together with my ahya! sentosa, tanning and volleyball(:






nothing can describe what both are feeling now. ya. who's the one who just simply twist the words or put words into peoples mouth. what one said is always right. how mean one can say until. can one just put yourself into that person's shoe. how would one feel? please, not everyone has the same ability and not everyone is as smart. ya, maybe things had not been done up to one expectation. maybe effort is lesser as compared. maybe at times one might be wrong. at least one have tried. but one just simply judge that wrong is equals to nothing. and saying no trust? simply getting tried. freaking.

in a moment like this.
0505pm

its 24th again(:

alot of activities held these days. seems like everyday i'm packed with activities. just got my 1 star for kayak. yes. indeed it was fun, but i just dont like the kallang water. keep stopping me to capsize. its just so gross. come to think of it, i still feel uncomfortable. haha. but i love the wind, the scenery and the sun!

the polo girls seems to be getting more and more united. we've been signing up for events these days. project nuts, nike race, helping out for the nike race, interaction camp and more things are coming up. i love the bonds we're having now. something that keeps this girls going on. togetherness. now we share, we encourage, and we stay as one(:

training today was tiring yet fun. games day was indeed great. cause i would prefer playing basketball than training in the gym. haha.

suppose to study for the upcoming test, ended i'm here blogging. got to buried myself in books tomorrow. no distraction please. and it's 0135am now, tomorrow i'm having an early lesson. till then. i'm off to bed.

i hope and i want to be there to support you throughout the whole thing. but i couldn't find time. but here, i'm still and always giving you my support. wishing you all the best for the finals. i know you can pull through strongly till the end. (:

in a moment like this.
0139am

life these days was really hectic. daily life was packed with school stuffs. rushing for projects, revising for tests, tutorial work and training. i wonder if i can really cope. i guess the first thing i would give up is work. ya. i already told and said to seek for her understanding. felt so sorry, but i've no choice. now that even some of the sunday we had to turn up for the pool slot. sigh. i seriously need more than 24hours per day! and i've been complaining tired each day. dozing off in lecture seems to be my daily routine. i want to stay awake and listen to lecture. but i just cant. seriously i dont know whats wrong with me. i did badly for the common test. i fear i would do badly in my exams, i really do. sigh.

now i realize canoe polo is not as easy as you thought. i wanna grab hold of row, i wanna paddle straight, i wanna understand every rules of the game, i wanna start playing the games, i wanna stay in the team. but i dont want to become muscular and i dont want it to affect my studies.
i lose confident, i panic, i struggle. you know how much i fear when i got out of breath? when can i do row without anyone supervising? still seeking for an answer.

had a cousin gathering with grandma at yishun's swensen that day. and it was like a week before. but still, gonna update about it. i swear it was awesome! the first cousin gathering we had. thanks 2nd aunt for the treat(: everyone had their own meal and end of with 2 earthquake. thats when you see all of us snatch to grab the nicest flavor. We enjoyed the dinner that night.
but still,grandpa wasn't there with us. not anymore.













in a moment like this.
1015pm