saturday & sunday, was out with dearJL and the rest.
regatta race. familiar faces around, and i rowed. i swear i feel butterflies in my stomach before i even get into the boat. i dont know why i'm in the boat when i've only rowed once. i'm sorry for not helping much. felt rather disappointed, but at least the timing for the mix team was good. & all did pretty well though(:
i finally saw that "invisible friend". haha.

i'm once a titan, but never now.
so much i dont bear to, but i've no choice. how i wish all the concerns are not present. but i just simply cant put all these concerns aside. apart from all the encouragement and everything. i still gave up.
i'm sorry, for my selfishness.
i'm sorry, for not trying my best.
i'm sorry, for not being able to stay in the team.
i'm sorry, for only saying sorry.
beacuse sorry was the only word i can say.
its real this time. i've mark a f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p to it.

in a moment like this.
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