saturday & sunday, was out with dearJL and the rest.
regatta race. familiar faces around, and i rowed. i swear i feel butterflies in my stomach before i even get into the boat. i dont know why i'm in the boat when i've only rowed once. i'm sorry for not helping much. felt rather disappointed, but at least the timing for the mix team was good. & all did pretty well though(:
i finally saw that "invisible friend". haha.

i'm once a titan, but never now.
so much i dont bear to, but i've no choice. how i wish all the concerns are not present. but i just simply cant put all these concerns aside. apart from all the encouragement and everything. i still gave up.
i'm sorry, for my selfishness.
i'm sorry, for not trying my best.
i'm sorry, for not being able to stay in the team.
i'm sorry, for only saying sorry.
beacuse sorry was the only word i can say.
its real this time. i've mark a f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p to it.

in a moment like this.
1011pm

Tuesday was loved!
caused i got to see you(:

monday school as usual, over to RP and waited for ASS to end school. back to meet 010 at prata house. you wont believe how much we ate, all thanks to ASS(: had scrabble and 010 got the forfeit of ASS's FAV. (laugh for 20second). and you know laughing is contagious. so she went laughing nonstop even after the 20s...
okay, at least she's laughing,haha.cheer up!!

ASS, GET WELL SOON!!!!

Teacher's back from malaysia. we met up that evening. dinner together and we all got the gift each, thanks (:

i've changed my phone. but not the desired phone that i want. after much consideration. i pick the one that i thought i'll never get. ya. ASS got a shock too. haa.

i had a long chat with sweetie just. we know ourselves, we both care. thanks for everything! we'll be meeting up soon after you're back in the 2 weeks. (:

i'll be joining JL and the rest for the race tomorrow. bless me if i'm rowing, cause i seriously dont wish to screw up their effort. all the best to all the rowers! (:
&& team talk tomorrow...

in a moment like this.
1246am

NESCAFE is loved!

dearJL was not back last night.
& i slept alone. ):

i desperately need to change a phone.
i get so freak out with my button 1,3 & 6!
you never know how irritated it is to take you minutes to send a message.
whats more, i need to find something to replace the alphabet.
which made my message goes....
& ASS got the worst message from me, EVER. (haha. inside joke)
first i set my eyes on T700, now i changed to G900.
how great, another 100bucks to top up after the changed of mind.
there goes my 300bucks~
but the stock will only be back on next week.
so i shall be patience for the time being(:

praying and supper with mummy.
i'm a good girl yesterday(:
it spells L.O.V.E

i give the free slimming session a miss yesterday.
i'm making a appointment again SOON(:
yes. i am so-going-to slim down.
Help me, anyone?

its sunday.
but i'm backed in school ):
met group mates for project in the morning.
four and one was absent.
we finished, how great(:

yup, credits goes to the three who was present today.
thanks for doing your job.
hopefully wed presentation will go smoothly.

till then, i dont want to get caught in the rain(:

in a moment like this.
0411pm

You know i miss you.
are you coming? say yes! (:
s.m.i.l.e

Goodnight people!
i'm out to meet mummy for supper(:

in a moment like this.
1056pm

i'm indulging with bubble tea now(:

i took minutes standing at the chocolate session, browsing through the cabinet. i believe chocolate with hazelnut was still the best choice. not for myself though. i still grab most with hazelnuts. different types, i've got 1 each.(:

i took a short nap from 2 to 5am last night. decided for mac breakfast, but ended having pathetic breakfast from cheers instead, cause there isnt a 24hour mac nearby.left the pizza in the microwave for a minute, knowing nuts that it's not totally cooked. but thankfully it didnt upset my stomach. counting down seven days, and you'll be back to teach me lesson.
some dispute happen. for i dont know why. i shut and back home.cause i swear it sucks just now.but things was made clear i hope.i'm sorry for the attitude too. i want to be back to normal!

finally have completed this e-learning week assignment apart from those that need to be handed in next week. i'm still half way through the assignment.

i wanted to join, but i didnt again. ):
i've been very indecisive these days.
should i should i not?
i hated it when i couldnt decide.

in a moment like this.
0628pm

There's so much i couldn't do
You don't know how hard it is
But just to secretly stare
If only it were that easy
I wouldn't be feeling this...

in a moment like this.
0424pm

i'm gonna meet up with sweetie on this sat!(:

laziness took control over double ASS. decided to stay in yishun rather than traveling down to tampanies. over to baide house for mahjong session. i've noticed a trend. people now like to sit on the floor with small table and mini tiles. cool isnt it? haha. sad to mention, i've lost again. but at least i never reach negative this time round okay. which means i've improved! *cross finger.haha. off to have our dinner at LJS. i know its super fattening , but no choice. ASS had been craving for it days before. catch REC. and all of us got checked cause its a nc16 show. like what the.. & ASS immediately go@$#$%#% infront of their face.haha. its a real thrilling show i swear. four of us went laughing and screaming at some parts. do catch it if possible. cause its a worth watching show(: usual place we went, backed home after that.
















i just dont enjoy E-learning week. though i dont have to go school, but it doesnt mean that i dont have to attend lesson and do my assignment at home! in fact its more to do and instructions given is not as clear. its only the first day, and i'm stuck with some assignment already. i wonder if i'm able to complete all the assignment by this week. boo, its just a total dread!

just had a chat with ky. & now i miss dance so much!!!
recalling back the times in those 5years. that dance studio, my dancemates, my seniors and juniors, instructor and teachers. all the times we went through together as a family. the laughter and tears we shed together. countless of memories that couldnt be put into words. how i wish time can turn back. now, i wanna go back and see their syf dance! & i'm sure they can continue to do YTCD proud(:

come to me in my dreams,
and be as kind to others as to me.
and then by day I shall be well again.

in a moment like this.
0427pm

after all the promises and swearing that we will not meet up for a day, we still meet up. haha. headed to have our hair cut. disappointed, cause the hairstylist doesn't know how to cut!

supposed to have jogging session with ass today, but i'm just too lazy to run! as agreed to run with her before hand, so i just accompanied her and she ran alone. how bad and sweet can i be. lol. anyway, SORRY ASS! headed for lunch and backed to ASShouse. helped her with her hair and i feel like a professional hairstylist. haha. off to np for our dinner after that. roam and sat around at mac before 010 came. we eat, we play and we laughed.. && i saw xy(:





































ps: let me lose some weight please.

The hopeful words I wish I could say...

in a moment like this.
0112am