things hasn't been good this holidays. really bad i can say. something we don't wish to happen happened. but we have to understand certain things too. all we want is to see one longer, but we cant share the pain one is suffering during this period. all we could do is just showing our concern and nothing else.seven days had just passed. one is truly being missed by all of us. no one bear to let you go, but we cant do anything either.everyone knows what we are suppose to do now. trying to stand by one's side who really need us now. be strong grandma, everyone is there for you. so many things happen. not to mention more about that. life still have to go on.

thanks all for your greetings and concern.
special mention to someone* who had been there for the passed few days. leaving everything aside and not complaining nor grumbling even how tired one was. staying up late together with us and waking up early the next day. trying to console and bring laughter to all of us. everyone truly appreciate your presences. thanks for everything you have done. please don't fall sick, get well soon alright.

school hasnt been good either. had not done my best for the common test. due to so much distraction. lecture in school hasnt been productive to me either. was sleeping all the way when the lecture starts. seriously i'm tired. mentally and physically. nothing seems to interest me now. all i want to do was to get home early each day.

in a moment like this.
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