Life has been busy with schoolwork these days. Trying to clear up each project and test each day. Common test is coming up next week. You can wonder how stress one can be when a class is so competitive. Wonder if most of them got to understand things at their tip of finger, and one was struggling like hell. After each test, I fear so much that I would not do well. Thinking of competing with anyone? Please, definitely I don’t have to think about it. And I swear I feel damn guilty of not doing my part in one of the report. Trying my best to clear the work that has to be completed on time and study for test seems so difficult to accomplish at times. Sometimes I really abhor myself. How I wish I can be smarter.

I miss my secondary school life. At least I don’t stress over studies as much as now. What most I miss my secondary cliques. I can’t seem to share anything with anyone here. I hadn’t have much time to meet up with anyone too. Seems like everyone is drifting apart. I believe such saying that when you meet someone new you will tends to lose someone. This is what i hate about life.

i dont seem to know what i'm thinking anymore. i'm missing one like crazy.

in a moment like this.
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