went for canoeing training yesterday. had warm up for 100 push up. ya. obviously the girls didnt do in standard position. but i still cant do properly in girls position. the more i do, the more it goes~ running round the campus after that. stop at different stops to do jumping jet, push up, crunches,incline pull up. i seriously dont mind running and other things but not push up and incline pull up. anything got to do with my arm strength. big NO no. i swear i'm really bad in it. ice breaking after the whole training. i wonder whats the point of introducing when there are 100 over people. who really remembers all theirs names and faces. i salute them. lol.
same worries pours out again. would it take up alot of time? can i cope with my studies? would my arms became very muscular and big. canoe polo or canoe sprint? shall i continue? cant decide still.

first lecture and tutorial started. all was still alright except for the biomolecular science module. i swear for the 2 hours of lecture, nothing went in. i tried listening but i dont seem to understand a single thing she teach. now i know BIO is so difficult to study. especially without any BIO knowledge. and there's so many smart people in my class. now i feel super stress. work load will getting more very soon.

looking back at the times. it seems like just yesterday. but in reality. it has already been so long.
i miss the times when you are around.

in a moment like this.
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