last day of 2007 was a wonderful outing with my lovely sweetie. we finally met up after so much of delaying due to work and time clashes. down to vivo. we went round the mall with our talks.the ice cream we had and the pics we took will be remembered. there's so much we can share.the book i'm gonna write and pass it back. thats another way of our heart-to-heart communication.i miss you.
i will try as you told. blogging and listening to hyper songs. thanks for those advice.

work was fine with company by her. working hours seems shorter cause we woke up slightly later and knock off slightly earlier. enjoy when irene is around. no fear of grumbling at those sickening customer. cause she did the same way too. LOL. i swear those little kids was cute. crawling and running around the shop like they always do. those laughter and cries from them was warmly. i enjoy the life with small kids around.

3days of chalet was great with the company of pals which hadn't met up for quite some times. not all attend as thought. swimming, mahjong-ing, munching, watching dvd, singing, cycling, playing water guns, exploring, drinking, starting fire for few hours due to lousy charcoals, bbq. all these we did enjoy. although all started to knock off at mid 3 to 4 plus for both nights. all these wont happen without the help of our beloved MR LIM, ya. much much appreciated. thanks. and i love kayen!! superbly cute and shy boy. i love!(:

i dont know what exactly to do. i feel another way and act the other way. i seriously hate what i'm doing just. i thought i'm half way through. but now i know actually i'm only turning round. i thought i can. but still i couldnt. full of broken thoughts that i cant repair. i seriously dont want that scenario to happen. its just hurting each time. you will never know. cause i'm just nothing.if there's choice of life and lose. i'll rather choose life. its as though losing life without you. whats more i need to do, was i enough?
everything seems like a mistake from the start.
will it be the last drop. i wish.

vonmissesyou.
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