i'm a legend was a nice show. thrilling show. but didnt managed to watch finish the last min or so. but we did managed to catch the last train.a tiring christmas eve.
went to new york new york with them for dinner after my work. a fun and great chaps i've know today. chats of our school life while the rest played pool. didnt join in cause i dont know how to play. headed back home after that. thanks for the company(:

thoughts been running through these days. i dont know what i'm gonna do the next move. Dears gave me some comments but still its contradicting. they know how much i dont bear. but so much they can tell to advise me. i dont think i'm wiling too. cause i've given so much. that now i cant take back. ya. maybe i could but time is what i need.
if i ask you the question now. would you still be like what you had once said? if so. i guess its really time for me to end this path. i'll turn and walk back. but you know i've walk such a long way. when can i get my way out? sigh.
after struggling for so long and still holding on.
i'm lost and so confuse.


vonmissesyou.
1236am

one knew it before uttering out. hoping to give oneself a try. but still. it couldnt change that single feeling when the result stays the same. hoping to stay stronger. but yet its always got beaten down. those nights which one dont wish for. just came by as often. sometimes one really wonder. what another did to acquire those. while most of the others did what they could but in return, nothing. like all said. thats just life. where different ones had to face. the path that i've chosen. i'll still walk. i've started it alone. so i guess i'll end it alone too. unless another comes by. but i know all its just impossible.
i despise that i adore.
what they see from their eyes i cant see.
everything seem so far away.

vonmissesyou.
1054pm

a day when all of us dont wish to come. but yet we still need to face the reality. after hearing and chatting. i know at least i'm not having any regrets. everyone had to face it. its just the matter of time. last five days was nothing great. especially the last day. its just heartbreaking to see all crying as it was just unbearable. hopefully another part of her life will be better. i guess definitely it will.

send vin to NS. ya. i guess he will change from a boy to a man. *cross finger* so that he wouldnt quarrel with me. haa. was rather quiet without him around.
went off to vivo to meet dearARYS. shopping spree with them was just great. dearEUU came around evening. off for dinner and went to watch alvin and the chipmunks. aww. i swear they were super cute. double thumbsup. how i wish my chip&dale would talk like them. lol

i thought wrapping counter would be bored. i thought we ain't going to communicate well. i thought we would end up talking to just both. but its just all i thought. people here were great. never fear to feel bored. some entertainer and jokers would just make our day. till 25th. all gonna be separated once again. busy period now. queue was getting longer each day. just something i hate.

min went off to hongkong this morning. definitely a well and enjoyable trip. gonna meet up with her when she's back. so long since we last met. imissher as well.

i miss you sweetie. our outing soon!

yesterday's dream
everything just gone when the moment my eyes open
when i'm alone, waiting by the phone
who's giving me a call
who would be there

vonmissesyou.
0855pm

dearAND came up to help both of us with the makeup and hair. both came up with this name for her after that. AND's studio. haa. was just appreciated by her help. thanks. LOVES! (:
prom night ended just as fast. ended off with the dance floor open. but didnt really dance. ya. most was just shy. anyway. still enjoy even for that few minutes. prom king and queen were from 5/3. (: congrats.
headed down to cine K after that. had our k session all the way till 4plus. ya. i was the first to run out of batt. lol. seriously was too tired. so ended taking a short nap while they continue singing.
work on the next day was just a spoiler.
photos uploaded.

just hate to make mistake. was so blank when i knew i've written wrongly. ya. just got to be more careful the next time. double check was just needed. setting up of wrapping counter tomorrow. double siansation.

years gone by and still
words don't come easily
if only i told you the right words, at the right time

vonmissesyou.
1155pm