one knew it before uttering out. hoping to give oneself a try. but still. it couldnt change that single feeling when the result stays the same. hoping to stay stronger. but yet its always got beaten down. those nights which one dont wish for. just came by as often. sometimes one really wonder. what another did to acquire those. while most of the others did what they could but in return, nothing. like all said. thats just life. where different ones had to face. the path that i've chosen. i'll still walk. i've started it alone. so i guess i'll end it alone too. unless another comes by. but i know all its just impossible.
i despise that i adore.
what they see from their eyes i cant see.
everything seem so far away.

vonmissesyou.
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