lunced out with pam at the new-renovated long john.
thought of doing some revision there. but we only did a few sums.
as said. thought of.
gonna stay at home to do my revision on sunday.
hopefully i dont get distracted. *cross finger*
headed back to pam's house.
slacked there and intended to do something but somehow things just cannot be done perfectly.
well. i'm lazy i guess. haa.
cuts for both of us. intentionally? accidently?
haa. we know the best ourself (:
photo session with her silly expression and silly pose.
man. get us guffaw non-stop. *shakehead*
photos update if possible.(:

sorrowful news.
never thought things would happen so hurriedly.
maybe things happen that surrounding people cannot really understand and see.
but cant things be sloved rather than making such a decision?
you really bear? or was it just that minute?
we cant stop and order one.
hopefully there isnt any regrets.
dont be disconsolate.
there's still many who cares about you.
its really heartbreaking.
please cheer up.

vonmissesyou.
0207am

The book.

indeed it allows one to pour out everything.

no doubt in our conversations.

each sentences, each word.

thats true enough and definitely embolden.

i understands, as well as she do.

sweets.cheer up alright(:

take care will you.

ssimu

Right now, the stars are sending you this odd energy to inspire you to make unusual choices and remind yourself that you are the captain of your ship. You can do whatever the heck you want to do -- so why are you letting other people control you? Regain control and do something no one would ever ask you to do.

vonmissesyou.

1135pm

Happy Birthday mummy!

LOVES(:

vonmissesyou.

0846pm

240707
smile for the day(:
happy birthday daddy!

hopefully thinks are cleared up.
i did shed after i read.
i'm sorry. truefully.

vonmissesyou
0913pm

This is not the time for you to restrict yourself when it comes to material possessions. It's time for you to indulge yourself with a bit of a shopping spree. You can save the coupon clipping and bargain hunting for some other time! As long as you don't melt your credit card, you should feel free to reward yourself with one or two treats today. From time to time, you should feel comfortable giving yourself whatever you feel like you deserve.
seriouslly i dont think this is meant for today but rather on saturday.
haa. ya. just that day i've melt my pocket with a big hole.
ya. i have to put a FULLSTOP to that for the time being.

when are things going to clear up?
i dont know how to face you.
i dont know whats going on.
i dont wish things to carry on like that.
would everything be back like what it used to be?
seriouslly i've no confindent in that anymore.
please give me some response.
what a mess i've created.
utterly messed-up.
sigh!

vonmissesyou.
1110pm

watched transformer with pam.
ya. seems like i've not watched movie for quite sometimes.
anyway. thumbs up! (:

dinner for celebrating my mum's early birthday.
thats definitely a great dinner.

monday coming. which means a long week starting again.
gonna drag myself out of bed in the morning again.
well. thats just daily routine.
gonna had graduation photo taking.
hopefully school went perfectly fine.

just a word.
MISSED.

vonmissesyou.
1124pm

shopping spree with my DEAR`and was just great!
advice, comments by her is all i need. thanks girl. (:
actually wasnt meant to get my own stuffs but rather for the july and august babies.
temptations. thats why. *cross fingers* wahaha.
luckily she had a appointment in the evening. if not i wonder how much more would we spent.
shake head to both. lols.
ya. chats with her was rather great too.

Giving up what you want, in an effort to compromise, should not be your automatic reaction.

imuimhimuimhimuimhimu

vonmissesyou.
0849pm

just that minute.
it put a smile.
i'm contented.
seriouslly(:

something i thought it would come sonner or later.
something gonna be state clear.
so much things i wanna say. but i just couldnt put them into words.
but i wont avoide.

vonmissesyou.
1057pm

had some radom chat with sweetie this few days. ya. i just feel that having the heart to heart conversation with her is so great. no hidden things between us. she understands. she feel the same way too. somehow i just feel things happening around us was so alike. agreed. people do change when there's another part in their life. but why can they changed so easily? i'm still doubting. many things might be happening. but we'll stay strong with each other as promised. no doubt, another one i'll be turning to.

have i lost both unnoticed at the same time? perhaps.

it hadn't happen after so long. but once, it came back this few days. whats the sign it's showing? good or bad? seriouslly. i can say at the moment its a good sign. but once you came round, it gonna turn into a bad sign. what can i do. i cant stop it from coming. and i cant change it to what i want it to be. cause this will never gonna happen. everyone knows.
time will not stop and turn back just because you are lacking behind.
wake up.and seriouslly i know i have too.
i've been waiting.
no signal.
no respond.
i understand.
cause i just dont mean anything to you.

vonmissesyou.
1107pm

Despite the dramas going on at work or school, you should keep on chatting with your friends and enjoying life. You don't have to get involved in this latest kafuffle -- so why even let it cross your mind? Other people's problems are other people's problems. They got themselves into this mess, and if you try to help them out of it, you'll only end up getting dirty yourself. Stick with your friends today and be grateful you have such cool people in your life.

Take nothing for granted, not even for a split second.
Be grateful for every living minute.
We seem to take life for granted.
remember.
Tomorrow is NOT a promise.

ky-i know something too(:
IMH

vonmissesyou.
0904pm

syf at ngee ann city(:
another day with my lovely dancers and teachers.
enjoyed the k-session in the bus journey.
photo session in the middle of the street.
with so many cameras ahead of us.
dinner with our beloved MsTan(:
jokes shared and create lots of laughter.
and that end of with a wonderful day.
LOVES(:

girl. i'm glad you've shared with me.
thats really take you alot of courage.
i'm sorry, couldnt do anything to help.
but please do me a favour.
take real care ya.

vonmissesyou
1117pm

Little things mean a lot.when you notice someone's smile isn't quite as bright as usual, or that they have a little bit less pep in their step, make a kind gesture to let them know that they are supported. Sometimes, people just need to know that they are thought of in order to feel valuable.
Is that true? perhaps, to some.

if there's not a need. why make life so miserable?
appreciate things around you.
i'm sure one will.
you regard?
not saying that one should tell.
but if one really regard. i think one should.
its alright anyway.
action tells.

CHANGED`NO LONGER`

vonmissesyou.
0743pm

i really dont know what one is thinking. i cant control what one thinks and what one wants to do. is this really what one wants? so just somehow got influence? i really dunno why one will choose to do this. will this really help? or maybe one think that its not a need. so dont bother? if so, then show something beter. if this carries on. i really dont know if i would continue to sit and watch. i really don wish one would regret at the end. it would not gain anything but rather lose it when i think one can do it. maybe somethings really happen and affect. but why let emotions take over at this period. please. time is really running out.
maybe you might think that i was too over-reacting? or just too sensitive. but i just want to say i still care. if not i wont feel this way. just, things are not used to be what it is.

viewed it.it reminds me of that day. i've been waiting and hoping that you would asked. but it never happen.i really dont know what you said in the past really mean.maybe it meant.just that i dont feel it? why would things turn out things way? why can't things stays the same like what it was in the past? it really hurts when i found that words and action were not the same. was i asking too much each time? why both can but just not me? i didnt mind if time spent were just an hour or even few minutes. i've never and i dont wish to think that things would actually turn out this way. maybe i was really too sensitive with the things that actually never happen. but never mind. from now. i would not be the one asking. but rather the one accomplish. trust me.

Disappointed`

i dont wish to bother. i dont wish to say anything either. i'll just be the normal self.

had a chat with the both of them on the way back.
was shock to hear about this things. ya. maybe the one really change. or just that we didnt realise from the beginning? like what we say.
i just hope that both of you dont think too much about it. just be what you guys use to be. nothing's wrong actually. i know those words really hurts. but dont take it to heart. cause i'm very sure that this wouldnt happen. right? must have faith in yourselves.
i want to see the two cheerful girls. cheer up alright.(:
you can always come to me if somethings bothering you. like what you often do in the past.
to another. if you dont mind. feel free too.

many things just happen these days.
people just moodswing easily.
people just get emo easily.
why? sigh.

vonmissesyou.
0719pm

24 hours just pass so fast without being notice. ya. a day which wouldnt appear anymore. and thats really just another day for me. spent my whole day throughout watching the dvd. somehow this sweet show cheer me up? frankly i'm looking forward to the day actually. but somehow somethings just happen. doubting what excatly it was. i dont know if i'm being too obsess or what. or maybe i'm being too selfish? actually i didnt mind at all. just some action that came out seriously disappoint me. i just find that things around me were not use to be the same.and i mean both. you see. BOTH. as what i've thought. maybe some adjustment is required. and i will adjust to all that as fast as i could. i'm really tired to do anything about this. i dont think i'm gonna be what i use to be in the past. all that will just gonna be within myself. and it just gonna be a word-alone! ya. mostly because i'm listening to the tiny voices of doubt in my head. perhaps.

vonmissesyou.
1007pm

070707(:

i guess many people are waiting for this day. haa. ya. to some might be a special day. while to some might think that its just another day. whatever it is. enjoy this very day(:

That friend who just started a new relationship has gone missing in action -- their life right now is completely about their romantic relationship, and they expect you to deal with it. Before you get all indignant about being overlooked, put yourself in their shoes. Give them more time to get over this phase -- they will! Support them, and show them that all you want for them is happiness. You're not the type of friend who keeps track of the hours others put in. justfeltabitdisappointed.
sometimes life is just so miricale. ya. i just believe in that. and i will(:

i'm sorry about that issue. i still cant get over it. i'm really sorry. IMH

vonmissesyou.
1207am