for the sake of blogging~ LOLS.
wanna see how violent she is? haa.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
HEY YOU.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
go update ur blog can !
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
u dont lazy la .
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
at least 1 wrd.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
i see also shuang.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
write my name la.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
or write.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
I LOVE _____ FOREVR.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
bet 1000 million dollar.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
u wont.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
cos i knw u wont.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
u go write lor.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
i give u 1000 million.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
ALONE wht alone .
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
got me la.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
u go die la.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
got me whr got alone
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
WHT ALONE ?!
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
i slap u thn u knw.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
ok. i sound like wee toon huey. -.-
von` IMH simplyouandme. osevenofour. misses. (: says:
you are PAMELA WEE TOON HUEY
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
im PAMMMMM.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
whn youre confused, you'll PAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
von` IMH simplyouandme. osevenofour. misses. (: says:
thanks to your mum for giving you this name
von` IMH simplyouandme. osevenofour. misses. (: says:
can let me pammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
lololol......
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
helllllllll.
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
i also can leh
♥ O7O3O7; / twenty four hours thr for me. says:
VONNNNNNNNNNNN.
DOTS.ya i know is very lame -_-'
haa. no choice. for the sake of someone. LOLS.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY AHXIN !!

vonmissesyou.

1223am

as expected. everything doesnt went smoothly. i didnt blame anyone nor i'm pointing or pushing the blames to anyone. i wanna get eveyone clear. not everyone will understand. some might even find that i'm ridiculous. i dont know exactly what i can do or help. maybe i'm just as useless. i'm appointed to do it. of cause i want things to get going smoothly. but why cant everyone just cooperate like the others? ya. maybe sometimes i'm asking too much or what. or maybe from the start its a wrong decision. i'm just disappointed. i dont wish things to change just because of this. i know i'm not as good as the others. but i've tried. and i did put my heart in peparing all this. maybe i shouldnt be the one giving and doing. i felt sorry too. i just couldnt control my emotion. they just dont understand how i feel and what i'm thinking. never mind. no point saying and grumbling so much. hopefully things will turn out fine. ya. not forgetting that i've appreciated to the others as well.

1.4(:
vonmissesyou.
1153pm

180807

Seriously I could say this is a bad bad day for me! Arghh. I actually lost something which means so much to me. How careless can I be? My heart just sank when I got down the bus and realized that my phone was no longer with me. There’s one chasing after the bus. So many waited and tried calling to make sure there’s a chance to retrieve back this precious of mine. What can I do? I could only stand there and hope that everything was just a bad dream. Got a call and this horrible news make me felt so dreary. Rush back to yishun interchange and hoping there’s still some chance. My heart sank again when this 2nd horrible news came. Frankly I’m not disappointed that I’ve lost the phone but rather everything that’s inside. All the memories that I’ve been keeping. Each time when I’ve got to delete. I would always hold back. Cause i know I’ll never get back any of them again. Who knows all these means so much to me?
Some might say. New things would come when old things left. But this new things is not what I’m craving for right now. Sigh. People just hope to get things for granted.

pamie`thanks! you're always there when i need someone.the hug.once again, i recall back the incident when you give me the hug last year. (:

sweetie.thanks for the encouragement.i know what to do with your advice.so much i wanna share with you. the book! (:

Even for that few minutes.desiring no more than what one has. i'm appreciated. (:

watched with pam and ahya. a nice comedy show indeed.

watched secret with dear-yin. nice storyline.thumbs up!(:

hey. thanks for sharing with me. i know somethings is just hard to say. but anyway. i'm glad that you actually know what i mean by that when i said there's something which i'm still in doubt. i really appreciate those times when both of us just pour out things. ya. just to let you know i'll be there if you need a listening ear too. dont keep things to yourself alright. i wanna see the smile on your face! anyway. thanks. i know i own you alot. haa. thats between us(:

vonmissesyou.

0708pm

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SWEETS!!! :D

LOVES and MISSES
140807

MT 'O' level result release in the evening today. seriously i swear the moments of waiting was bad! ya. it has been 3rd time for me while for others, was first. nearly couldnt catch my breath when it's my turn. teachers' face and concern of what's our expectation seems a pressure to me. anyway. the result turns out to be a real SHOCK. thoughts of saying so much to MsTay but words just couldnt be express but just a thank you. ya. a shoulder pat for myself. (:

to those. please dont give up, there's still a chance to do better. i'm sure things would get better if there's hard work in it. all the best(:

1207am

110807
a day out with my dears to celebrate yin's 24th birthday
walk round at shaw house to wait for my dear JL to finish her work then headed to swiss culture for our dinner. chocolate fondue! thats something we're carving for. a set meal with pumpkin soup,chicken wings, clamps, oreo cheesecake, beef steak and of course chocolate fondue. *double thumbs up* ((: headed down at suntect and marina for shopping then we sat down at the esplanade. memories flash back once again. chats continue with our long long time stories. good old times were definitely worth reminiscing. we as in me started to crack some real lame jokes to kill our time in the long journey back. ya. somehow gonna get bashed up by them soon. lols. had prata and tea for supper at 200plus then headed back home after that.
seriously i got to cut down my appetite.ya.my dears know the best.*shhh.. slimming slimming`

vonmissesyou.
0524pm

Happy National Day!

actually intented to go marina to view the fireworks. but missed it, cause had a family dinner. anyway. had a great dinner. thanks aunt for the treat (:

gonna spent my days wisely during this break. had to catch up with my revision. prelims are coming in weeks time. seriously have to forbid those distraction i'll got. really have to cut down in all these. shopping,tv progammes,online-ing,etc.. a 'NO' is just something powerful.ya.

people do change according to time. its been months i can say. one doesnt wish to share or tell. i dont demand for it too. sometimes it really make me feel so sick about things. i dont wish to bother and think about it. drifted is the only word that can really describe.
speechless`

vonmissesyou.
1116pm

National Day Parade in school today. performances doesnt went perfectly as i was thought. some faults happen just before our performances that makes me felt anxiety. i can say i didnt really put in my best effort in this performances. somehow was just distracted by the annoying fan. what a day to end off my last dance. CCA photo-taking went perfectly fine. last day, and gonna bid goodbye to our ''second home'' and the dance families.

had photo session with my sweets today. althought the time was short. but we still enjoyed after all. yupp. loves!

met up with min after school. accompany her back to NP for the individual presentation. oh man. how i wish i can just present like her. no fear at all. haa. anyway. NP-my future school with my ideal course(: headed to bugis. ya. bought what we want and headed back to yishun. met a real funny incident in fairprice. both of us was like bursting into laughter straight after we left the counter. *shake head* chats along the way was great. good old times were back. smile~

vonmissesyou.
1137pm

"Wait For You"

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I'm missing you

& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go? You could have let me know

So now I'm all alone,

Girl you could have stayed

but you wouldn't give me a chance

With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain't true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me

(How could you forget about me)

You got me feeling crazy (crazy)

How can you walk away,

Everything stays the same

I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me

Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance I can love you right

But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain't true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside

Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you

If it's the last thing i do

Baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain't true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

ndp rehersal yesterday.
thats really gonna be our last-last dance.
i seriously gonna miss this moments.

headed to look for ahxin.
whooa.
luckily she's there to help me.
6-8beats of dance steps.
hopefully things turn out fine.
thanks girl(:

tuition in the morning.
went down to my dears' house after so long.
was so busy with our own stuffs.
i miss both seriously!
ray indeed turn darker. (but only his head) lols.
925 for dinner with and & ray.
saw kim!
its like gazillion years since i last saw her.
oh man. i miss her soo much.
sent ray to tampines interchange.
headed back home.

vonmissesyou.
1100pm

happy 17th birthday DEAR huimin!

i'm staring out at the sky.

i'm craving for this smile.

smile for the day.

once again.

i'm contented.

loves

vonmissesyou.

1156pm

Happy 14th birthday ChangKuanYi (:

Seek out that person in your life who always knows what to say (and when to say it) today, and book some one-on-one time with them. Even if you two don't have any particularly burning issues to discuss right now, you will benefit immensely from contact with a person whose perspective and honesty you never doubt. Time with this person will be even better if they're also a family member -- you could use a good dose of familial reconnection, too.

so much thoughts.

so much to say.

everything's just gonna be written into that book.

thanks for sharing.

somehow you would also brighten up my day. (:

i've foretell.

but i still wanted to give it a try.

what i've got in the end?

just as what i've thought.

use to it-

vonmissesyou.

1059pm