Had science paper 1 today as well as chem paper 2. sigh. i dont think i'm gonna do well or pass for today's paper. i regretted not studying enough!! i hate myself!! its already mid year. why am i not working hard enough? people is already working hard. and me? what am i doing? still slacking? i really dunno what i should do. i seems so distracted at times. i cant study at home, i cant study at cousin's house. sometimes i cant study outside with friends either. what should i do? sigh. why i cant concentrate on chem nowadys? isit because of that reason? somehow maybe it just affected me. but i cant do anything to change it either right? why must one given something and then being taken back? isnt this hurting? sigh. wondering how would i do if i continue this way. please wake up and get into more serious work!!
met up with huimin again! hee. just felt so blessed with her by my side(: just love her that much ya. hearing and chatting about poly life. oh man. i wonder how would i survive if i really go into poly. all the presentation stuff will just kill me. ya. i really agree. poly students must really have initiative. haa. that shows how my min have become even more mature(: loves!
why must good things happen to one side? why cant both side got what they want? we are happy to hear from each other the desirable things. but another would always feel disappointed thinking of it. cause its never once we could share the pleasing moments at the same time. its just an opposite. we've noticed it. anyway. cheer up my dear.both of us will be at your side ya. cause i just love you so much!(:

somethings just kept me going. (:
thanksthatyouhaveappreciate.smile.

vonmissesyou.
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