life has always been so confusing and contradicting.there's always something that might brighten your day or something that might spoil your day. why cant one just happen at a time? its rather making fun of you. ya. everything in this world might not go as smoothly as you think it is. i'm starting to lose the understanding of my own ability. i've to control. but i just cant. nothing can help much either. i cant change anything neither can i do anything. once again. its shattered again. cant blame anyone but myself.

vonmissesyou.
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