hais. once again i have to say sorry. i didnt want to hurt anyone right now. the problem now is on me. not anyone else. i couldn't bring myself to go on with it right now. cause its really hard for me to forget. i really need more time. i really dont know what should i do and what i'm doing now. hais. i wasn't feeling good this days. who's there to help me? who's there to give me opinion? so what if there is. i'm still not able to choose the path i want right now. its really too deep that i cant even get hold off. ya. everything might seem nothing to all of you. maybe i should think that way too. but i dunno why i just can't. maybe thats the reason why it causes everything to be so complicated. is it really time i should let go? ya. some have already given me the opinion. i'm trying very hard.but i just can't.or maybe i dont want. i really dunno.
is that something trying to tell me its really time to let go? hais. i really miss that someone*
i know everything will not change no matter what. as i'm the one who started everything right from the start.there's no one to be blame, but myself.
i'm just like a missing soul with no direction of where i'm heading. thats my life now.

vonmissesyou.
11.12pm