a real big smile i have been looking for badly. i've found it after so long.
I've SMILE ((:

vonmissesyou.
1048pm

shopping spree with my dears today. ya. manage to got another top as well as a bottom. haa. tried lots of clothes with and in the ice shop. haa. some are just making us look so. barh. but each of them cost around hundred plus. tried so many but ended buying none. *shakehead* haa. but at least and got herself that crouch. ya. guess for sure she's gonna carry that "heavy" crouch yupp. lols. still a few more to go and done. ya. next week last week for us to shop yeah.gonna get it by next week.

barhh.i miss my girl.meet up with me!!

ya. agree with euu.
life is always ups and downs. so always look on the bright side so as to make life easier.
CHEER UP((:

vonmissesyou.
1026pm

this particular song being played repeatedly. this can really make one burst their tears out if one is that emotion at that moment of time. i'm wondering why too. guess sometimes thinking or guessing too much is not an option. cause you rather have it a mystery than to find it out. but you would never know the truth just by guessing it all by yourself. approaching the other party should be more appropiate. but its always not the time. so what should one really do? just swallow all by yourself then. sigh.

its the day again.

vonmissesyou.
1207am

pamie. green and yellow. suppose to be a nice colour. but a nice combination? barhh. hope it turns out fine ya. shall have a look at it tml(: haa. stress on colours so much huh? but its over le. haa. ya.

everyone's been busy with their own stuff. school and work. school and work. so there's lesser time to meet up. weekend is all we can ask for. just to have a chit chat and a short shopping spree. lets make time for each other. ya. ((: there's more for us to update each other. haa. been lagging behind times. shall catch up yupp.
I MISS YOU GUYS !!

looking forward to this sunday's shopping with my dears. lala. just love shopping with the both of you. misses(:

vonmissesyou.
1138pm

i'm busy with school work everyday.
dnt! gonna spend alot more time on it again.
dance on tues and fri. our costume is here! its nice. haa. more than what we expected. all of us gonna be like a korean with that costume on. ((: but not with that fan. haa.

I'M SICK~

ARGHHHHHHH

vonmissesyou.

1116pm

There was a time when I used to run away.
Anytime I started to fall.
Cause love's never been very kind to me.
Not very kind at all.
Until you.
You stole my heart away.
Somehow you helped restore my faith.
And something I thought wasn't for me.
Now comes so easily.
You're the flame that sets my soul on fire.
That special someone.
I pray for every night.
That pretty melody.
That plays over and over again in my head.
(forever stare at you and never get tired)
I never thought in a million years.
That I could feel the way that I feel, no.
How I get butterflies?
I must confess my dear.
That it was instantly right from the start.
A special bond between you and my heart.
How it skips a beat whenever our eyes meet.
I know there'll be differences we have along the way.
Where our views may not always be the same.
But I swear I'll try.
To hear out your sigh.
And compromise cuz I realize.
That with you.
I wanna spend my life.
And simply said the reason being.
It's all because of one thing.

this saturday suppose to be staying at home doing homework, but ended up shopping for new year clothes. man. never mind. tml got to finish all the homework. accompany and to suntec for the NTU talk. haa. she's late cause of the queue at POSB. the talk started when we reached there. gosh. was so ps whe we went in to the room. haa. sat at the first row somemore.the speak was pretty alright. make me have the mentality of going up to uni.haa.its still a long way to go. *wake up!* ya. was saying about ages. here we goes saying our dear and gonna be 20s this year. haa. no more teen's life. lols. and me? barhh. two more years to 18!! SOON!! haa. didn't manage to get finish the stuff i want. only bought a top. theres still more to go. wondering when theres time for shopping spree again with my girls.well.our and gonna do her hands on cooking for her bitch.spagetti. haa. we two was making a joke just now when she was choosing some of the ingredients.lols.but overall, i guess it would be nice unless without the tuna.haa. cause i've tried it before. *thumbs up* dont worry ya. your bitch will love it.haa.just don't get your stomach burst by cooking all of it. haa.

thanks for that night.*grins*its short indeed,but its enough.one should not be too greedy at times.yupp.i've learnt it.some words should be change now.i've changed it. but will that change the meaning of it too? i doubt that.

vonmissesyou.
1247pm

today is really a tiring day. gosh. our pe lesson today can really kill us. is a torture to our leg. haa. guess everybody's leg become jelly after the exercise and the run. man. can really say all of us has put on more weight or can say that its because we have not had pe for a long period le. haa. what ever it is. guess tml gonna have muscle ache. i'm wondering how am i going to sit and stand. haa. nvm. its not the first time anyway. barhh~ shall rest early tonight. haa.

pamie, welcome back to class((:
for the rest. dont create any troubles ya. faster come back class. ((:

been worrying about it. but guess the worry is just extra. haa. actually wanna wait for the time and ask. but nvm. cause i still got to know it. really felt happy for you. but guess the chances of meeting up is nearly zero? hmm. anyway. do take lots care and enjoy your life there((:
misses.

vonmissesyou.
1127pm

i'm finally back in class. haa. long waiting for this day. man. luckily managed to catch up with the lesson. hmm. but for the pink forms. when can they be back. hopefully not gonna be a month. if not i guess its really hard for them to catch up. and i wanna go back to my own class. ((: but i wish i can stay for chem lesson only. haa. thats impossible. nahs. its okay anyway. my life of sec5 gonna start. lets all mug hard from now. yupp.

just got to bear for 2 more days. missed~

vonmissesyou.
1056pm

hais. once again i have to say sorry. i didnt want to hurt anyone right now. the problem now is on me. not anyone else. i couldn't bring myself to go on with it right now. cause its really hard for me to forget. i really need more time. i really dont know what should i do and what i'm doing now. hais. i wasn't feeling good this days. who's there to help me? who's there to give me opinion? so what if there is. i'm still not able to choose the path i want right now. its really too deep that i cant even get hold off. ya. everything might seem nothing to all of you. maybe i should think that way too. but i dunno why i just can't. maybe thats the reason why it causes everything to be so complicated. is it really time i should let go? ya. some have already given me the opinion. i'm trying very hard.but i just can't.or maybe i dont want. i really dunno.
is that something trying to tell me its really time to let go? hais. i really miss that someone*
i know everything will not change no matter what. as i'm the one who started everything right from the start.there's no one to be blame, but myself.
i'm just like a missing soul with no direction of where i'm heading. thats my life now.

vonmissesyou.
11.12pm

school started this morning. whats more i can describe of this school. what colour forms. what rules. what preparation. arghh. everything just make me feel so arghh. you can try sitting out there in your "classroom without walls" the whole day from 8 till 5. and its not just gonna be a day or so. maybe just one day, maybe one week, maybe few weeks? how long must we guys be sitting? ya. till we are really ready to be back in class. this is what they said. hais. no point complaining too. its the rules set by this very school. gosh. just wish that by completing the holiday homework will help. its just all depends on the teacher now by saying. yupp. you are ready to be in class! spoil my very first day in school. guess tomorrow gonna be the same routine. same goes to the new open class 5/4. they are much more worst.reflection every single day. man. how are they going to write? hais. *SHAKE HEAD*

days have passed. but i'm still not sure of the answer. i hope you will understand. at least i told you something today. time is all i need. shall let nature take its course. yupp.

take good care of yourself please.
i'm struggling.i'm trying.but i still wanna say this.
vonmissesyou.
0835pm.