school gonna reopen le. sigh. still got so many homework undone. argh. just by doing all this gonna drive me crazy. man. shakehead. gonna complete it no matter what. if not i dont think i'm gonna get back to class. arghh.

I WANNA WATCH DEATH NOTE 2!! everybody watch without me. sad)):
nevermind. someone shall watch with me.wahaha.

gonna spend my day doing homework. and my girls are out enjoying.haa.you guys shall enjoy yupp. especially to my dear and. haa. alright.off to do my stuffs.

dreams will always be dreams. reality will always be reality.yupp. i agree to it.

gosh. i met a mad girl today. what happen to my pam? gosh. she is out of her mind. know what she do?? she wanna be like ru-hua. went putting all the thick makeup. haa. everybody gonna beware of her. cannot make it. if got chance shall post the picture. haa. cannot make it~

vonmissesyou.
0802pm.

back from charlet. had lots of fun with my girls. but the weather just just not right. never mind. its over anyway. quite alot of things happen. it shall be a memory for all of us.
i'm confuse.i'm stuck.i'm wondering if i did the right thing. i'm sorry if i've hurt you. everything comes beyond the expectation.i'm not feeling good either. i understand and i know that everything gonna stay the same. everything that have happen got to stay as what it is.nothing gonna change.yupp.dont worry. i would ask for anything much. thanks and sorry.

why must people always give false hopes? they know this really hurts? it hurts even more before they gave the false hopes. its easy to give but its hard for one to accept. could all stop giving one hopes when you know you cant.

girl, dont think about it too much. we girls will be there for you no matter what.its really up to you to decide which path you want to choose.we will support your decision.i guess that's what i really can do for you.cheerup my dear.

thanks for all your christmas presents.appreciated~

vonmissesyou.
0353am

headed down to town with euu to buy her nike shoe. haa. finally bought it le huh. ((: yupp. meet up with my mum for dinner. haa. the food there is nice. thumbs up* headed home early tonight. town seems boring to us this days. haa. no cash. so there's only window shop. thats why i guess. anyway. bought finish all the christmas presents. haa. been cracking my head this few days just to get all the present done. yupp. finally! hahas. its christmas eve, guess everyone have their own activity. except me? haa. perhaps this christmas eve i got to spent the day alone at home doing my holiday assignment. nahs. its fine anyway. cause i guess i will enjoy myself during this 25th to 27th. charlet's event have been planned by the supers. haa. girls. just enjoy yourself yupp. sorry for not letting you guys know. cause it's meant to be our plan. ya. seeyou guys~

i won't ask much. yupp. thats all i wish for.
its 24th again.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

vonmissesyou.

0124am

just got to know something real sweet today. haa. all the best to you guys ((: i'm all about you. haa.anyway. tml result gonna release le. just hope everything gonna be fine. same goes to all my dudes who's going get the result tml. hmm. ya. all the best to those out there. shall see you guys tml. ((:
i miss obar~miss the music over there.

vonmissesyou.
0716pm

why must i saw everything?? how i wish i'm not back so early. how i wish everything is not the true. i really cannot stand it. i feel so arghh. hope that everything can clear that moment. i really dont wish this thing to happen agian. gosh. i'm sick with it. PLEASE! stop doing all this in HERE. i really cannot stand it. if all this got to happen again. i guess i'm not gonna sit there doing nothing just like today. making myself like a big fool. i'll try my very best to pretend i saw nothing! freaking ass just jolly well get your ass off here!!


shock to hear that from you. ya. guess i really got to think of how to answer you. cause its really too sudden and i've never thought about it before. all i need now is time i guess. i'm sorry.

happy birthday cuiyi~
went to her house in the noon. actually wanted to play mj.but ended playing poker cards. cause her house doesnt have mj set.lols.played 10cents for each games.haa.guess all of us are the loser except for csm.after that headed down to ms to have our dinner.haa.ya.guess the people there cannot stand our noise.man.think after we left the place was much more peaceful.lols.enjoyed ourself alot with all the craps and topic.haa.this girls will really filled there stomach before they will get their butts off from there.haa.never look down on girls appetite.lols.one very good example of my dudes.haa.guess all of us gain 2kg after today.ya.then they headed off to the arcade nearby.gosh~its been so long since i step into arcade again.and knew what.they actually called me ahlian. arghh.just dont like people call me that.man.make me think of one of my a.m gosh.nvm.haa.as long i'm not one.haa.sad larx. my maria and ahxin didnt join us today.sigh.hope this christmas eve we can gather together again.haa.life with all of them will never be boring((:

been canceling my shift often. sorry girls. hmm. guess this friday will be our last day of work.yupp.enjoyed the moments over there.as well as knowing all the people.although some times there are really alot of misunderstanding.but still it will be our memories.haa.guess gonna miss some people over there.yup.hope that we'll still keep in contact.take lots care.
my darling euu.I MISS YOU SO MUCH.sorry.didnt have time for you.that day i saw you nearly burst out.i'm free this week.make yourself free!! and i'll too.remember our shopping trip((: waiting~MISSES

mos night on saturday.thanks ray for the free tickets.been worrying that i couldn't get in.but after that managed to got in.waiting desprately for that day to come.but ended up having so much unhappiness.sigh.didnt really enjoyed ourself that night.ya.really wasted.but its fine ba.at least everybody is alright now.dunno if its the last day.perhaps i guess.will really miss those nights with all the dudes and the musics.

had our competiton on sunday.haa.we've been practising this few days.but still we didnt managed to got in.expected as i can say.one thing is we didnt put much effort in it cause its very last minute.and cause of some reasons too.but anyway.its still a good experience.at least we know there are really much more who really have the potential.yupp.its fine.hee.

6more days to go~been waiting for the day.will that day be a day for me? haa. no one can really answer it.but no matter what the result is.its already fated.so just got to accept it.lets pray hard~
one reason is just to get the result.but i guess the real reason is something else.cause it will be the last time.shall grab the chance ya.

hais. why is there always false hope? ya. dreams and reality will always be opposite.as what i said. its just a dream afterall. but sometimes i rather to have a dream.cause its still better than nothing.
hais.just miss you so much.hoping everything turns out fine for you.

vonmissesyou.
0220am.

haa. my dear huimin have been complaining that i didnt update my blog for so long. so shall update. hmm. been busy with work and watching my vcd, so hardly got the time to online. somehow was due to my lazyness too. haa. this few days have been contacting with my crazy bunch of seven. haa. nahs. shall say six rather than seven now. sigh. didnt manage to contact with my ahxin. maybe she's just busy with her own stuff. hmm. not sure either. ): just hope the next few programmes she will be there. just miss her crazyness so much. sigh.
been getting myself few tops this days. haa. just love shopping too much. so guys! please save some time for me. haa. i'm still craving for lotsa things. wahaha. ya. not forgetting my sun-tanning of cause. haa. shall enjoy myself before 18 dec. guess it will be a nightmare for me. arghh.nvm. shall leave that aside first. (:
haa. been going down to Obar this few weeks. haa. just love the music there. cause the dj is good. yeah. will be going down tonight. haa. just to celebrate our Man Fuo's leader- ter de birthday. haa. just hope everyting goes well tonight. especially my mum side. ya. ((: i'm real desprate for it. haa. i guess my darling and is desprate too. haa.
off to bed. having work later on in the noon. shall regain my energy. nights dudes.

vonmissesyou
0255am