why must i saw everything?? how i wish i'm not back so early. how i wish everything is not the true. i really cannot stand it. i feel so arghh. hope that everything can clear that moment. i really dont wish this thing to happen agian. gosh. i'm sick with it. PLEASE! stop doing all this in HERE. i really cannot stand it. if all this got to happen again. i guess i'm not gonna sit there doing nothing just like today. making myself like a big fool. i'll try my very best to pretend i saw nothing! freaking ass just jolly well get your ass off here!!


shock to hear that from you. ya. guess i really got to think of how to answer you. cause its really too sudden and i've never thought about it before. all i need now is time i guess. i'm sorry.