hais. what a day for me today. the audition is really driving me crazy. arghh~ i did so badly. man. i dance wrongly! hais. what am i thinking and doing? my mind just went blank suddenly. sorry girls. really feel very bad and guilty. hais. those words that she said really HURT us alot alot. really dont dare too carry so much hope now. what we should do is to do our very best to carry out ourself and to do a good job on tuesday to IMPRESS her. no surprise? no racial harmony? no time? all is just excuses. hais. why so many people is against chinese dancers? what we really do wrong to deserve this? man. all this stuffs really getting on my nerves! don wanna think about it anymore. let hope to hear a good result on tuesday then.sick and tired.
went back to chinese dance for meeting today. its really great although its just awhile. but get to be inside the room where we always hang out and go crazy. its really memories. saw my juniors. cherie,alicia and doris was there too.really misses those days we use to have.

but there's always just something which will make me think so and make me smile which is having to have a chance to chat with someone. even if its just a casual chatting. but it still brighten up my day.

vonmissesyou.
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