hahas. after so long. teachers day concert is just tml. hmm. really feel very happy that we guys make it for the audition. luckily we did not give up ya? hahas. ytd the mood of us is really hard to describe. we were like jumping for joy when we heard that. hahas. yupp. i'm prepared for tml. i'm sure you guys are too. right? hahas. turn overs. we can do it de. hee. we shall have some photoshot tml. perhaps that the last time we girls will be taking photos together with our dance shirts and the mood. that shall always stay as a memories.thanks you guys for being there for each other for the up and downs. (:

today went to bishan ite for the open house. hahas. we guys were creating some nonsense over there. critising about their facilities? hahas. nahs. no offence de*. hmm. just too bored. erm. learn and see quite alot of things over there. hahas. the most funny part is when we were at the show case room? (forgotten the name of that room) the guy start the laughing 1st followed by me. lols. guess the person cant stand me too. cause i was laughing non-stop. ahhas. okies. i'm abit hyper? haa. nahs. just feeling very happy. when we were in shumin house. another group of nonsensical people creating the nonsense and jokes over there. hahas. they really can make me laugh till my stomach going to crack.lols. enjoyed the moment spent with all my dudes. ((: love them lots.

vonmissesyou.
11.07pm

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR AND.
we had our family buffet dinner at my granny house today. hahas. really enjoyed ourself althought we didnt really do something over there. than talk and play some games after cutting the cakes ya?? hahas. its been so long after chinese new year that the whole family had gather together. think and,euu,long,khim gee and my bro had enjoyed playing with the cakes and create some jokes for us. haa. after that we had some ice water challenge. hahas. thats really fun man. everything ended at around 10. hmm. hope to have such events again. really misses and enjoy the moment we had. (:

ytd went to shumins house to practice our dance. cherie was there to teach us some hip-hop dance.its really difficult man. but still enjoyed the dance ya. haa.in the middle, ahxin,cherie and i was learning the baby feast. hmpt. they two can do lor. but i still cant. haa. cant blame larx. my lower body was too heavy le. already admit le.haa. anyway. we girls still did not give up in the end. cos everyone is already prepared to go on stage. and its the only and last time we all will be dancing together. we really try our best to change our plan. hope that it really can touched the teachers? hais. still cannot 100% confirm that we will go in. but we shall do our best on tuesday.no matter if we girls go in or not.the importances is we already tried our best.yupp.lets hope that it will succeed.
school starting tml again. hmm. shall end here.

vonmissesyou.
1104pm

hais. what a day for me today. the audition is really driving me crazy. arghh~ i did so badly. man. i dance wrongly! hais. what am i thinking and doing? my mind just went blank suddenly. sorry girls. really feel very bad and guilty. hais. those words that she said really HURT us alot alot. really dont dare too carry so much hope now. what we should do is to do our very best to carry out ourself and to do a good job on tuesday to IMPRESS her. no surprise? no racial harmony? no time? all is just excuses. hais. why so many people is against chinese dancers? what we really do wrong to deserve this? man. all this stuffs really getting on my nerves! don wanna think about it anymore. let hope to hear a good result on tuesday then.sick and tired.
went back to chinese dance for meeting today. its really great although its just awhile. but get to be inside the room where we always hang out and go crazy. its really memories. saw my juniors. cherie,alicia and doris was there too.really misses those days we use to have.

but there's always just something which will make me think so and make me smile which is having to have a chance to chat with someone. even if its just a casual chatting. but it still brighten up my day.

vonmissesyou.
1017pm

been busy practising for the teachers day concert this few days. just hoping that this coming friday audition we will get through. its the last time we girls will be dancing together le. really hope that we will pass the audition. haa. although we dosent left much time. but i'm sure we can do it de. yeah? haa. dancing is just my world. enjoyed it. wahaha~ :D
arghh. tml will be starting social and chinese intensive le. saw the time table today. man. whole day is only chinese and ss. one day dunno got how many hours of ss. sians. gonna do all those structures and source base question. man. its really getting on my nerves. no choice. n lvl coming le. hmm. work hard ba. jiayou ya.

alot of things cross my mind this few days. thinking real hard and wondering why. but there's still no answer to it. i think i've really got to admit and to face the reality now. its not just what i am thinking.its really time for me to wake up and get on with my freaking life now.
24/8 to be 4mth.

vonmissesyou.
1157pm

its been long since i last blog. ya. didnt really have the time to blog cause cant use the com.hmm.prelim exam started le.time to study again.hmm.
ytd went town with euu and arys.intended to get my darling and's b'day present.hmm.but.we walked the whole day cant even get her anything.hmm.her present is really hard to get man.lols. we was looking for a crouch bag.but cant find one that suits her.then when its around10.we decided to get her the new urbanmale's top and the havanese slipper.man.don even have her size.haa.looks like this time round we got to give her red packet? haa.
yupp.finally i made my mind between the levis watch and the everlast watch.hahas.i bought the levis one.love it man.(: but next week then i can take cause the light spoilt.arghh.nvm larx.haa.
three of us was like so tired after so much walking and we were so hungry.then we went to centrepoint's pizza hut for our dinner.man.both of them look so piss off with their services. haa.think the woman there also dare not take order from them.lols.anyway.enjoyed the food over there and the shopping.haa.

to my loves one. althought sometimes we look fine on the other side.but i still know that all of us is still very sad and worried.no mateer what.we got to stand strong.yupp.we should not be the first to fall as there is one who is much stronger than us right now.mostly we should not show out our expression.yupp.take care.

vonmissesyou.
1802pm

hahas.ytd night was great. went to the restroom bar with and to meet up arys andher friends in boat quay.haa.its relaxing over there.we sit and drink over there.but theres something missing.of cause is music.hahas.wondering why they on the music just for themselves.hahas.hmm.euu was not there ytd.nvm.next time we shall go other place.and you must be there too.ya.haa.
this evening will be going marina for steamboat.haa.gonna enjoy the food and tonight's fireworks.haa.arghh. but i got to control my diet le.i'm putting on weight le.man.girls.follow me go exercise.lols.
btw.wanted to thanks those who had consoled me ytd.hmm.will work harder to get better result de.you guys work hard too ya.takecare.heart you all ((:


vonmissesyou
0320pm

hmm.today is the 1st prelim paper. dont think i will do well.sians.must really study for my other subject and do well le. hais.gotten back my chinese O result this evening. hmm.althought its a good sign that there is 100% passes.but the grade that i've gotten back is still not good enough.ya.have to retake of cause.sians.dunno if the november paper i can do better.lets hope so.whenever talk about studies.it will always not a good sign.hais.okies ba.enough of studies.

ya.its my cousin,arys birthday today.happy birthday my girl.hope you enjoyed yourself today ya.ltr we girls will be meeting up with you to chill.hahas.wondering where you guys planning to go.hmm.

yeap.i'm happy with certain things.hmm.although it may not be anything that is wonderful or big deal.but this things is just enough for me.and i wont ask for more.yupp.wondering if this days can remain the same? hmm. (:
-i guess you are the only one who can really make my life meaninful each day whenever there is a little thought that you have put in-

vonmissesyou
0759pm

a tiring day today. yawn*went to si ma lu to pray early in the morning with and n arys. then headed to the nearby vegetarian stall to had our early lunch.haha.the food there taste great man. yummy* hmm.then headed home as they need to study so am i. hahas. but i was too tired that i fall alseep. man. hmm.tml really must start studying le.arghh.
euu went out with her dudes to east coast for cycling.hahas.think she enjoyed herself ya. then at night, and went out with her friend to see the fireworks.but too bad.think you didnt get the chance to see it ya.hahas. too late le.anyway.think you will enjoy yourself too.wondering where you two go and have dinner. hahas.euu.one day we shall follow them ya.hahahs. :P
now euu was alseep le.tml she's having lesson.and still not back home yet.hahas.maybe 4 then she return? lols. jk. hmm.so boring now.i'm alone.doing my hw now.haa.anyway.i'm happy today((: hahas. sorry girls.think you guys know ba.lols.
hmm.tml going to hos again.pray hard.hope everythings fine.really hope so.everything shall wait for tml then say.yupp.

vonmissesyou
0007am

yup.as i can say.what had passed had really passed.and it can only be a fond of memories. things will not go back to what it is like in the past.hais.maybe one does not feel it.the pain is getting numb each day whenever you shook my shoulder off coldly. hais. maybe i'm starting to get use to it?there's really no answer to it.
somethimes i really hope that theres someone for me to share my feelings with.but its really contridicting for me to speak out to another.perhaps maybe theres only two persons who truely know how i would feel and what i'm thinking.
nothing really matters now.as nothing can stop and turn the time back.as long as you are happy with what you are now.life really have to go on.this is the path i have chosen.i will walk on.yupp.

vonmissesyou
1111pm

hmm. one week had past. time really passes so fast. prelim is round the corner. hais. dunno if i'm abe to do well this time round. got to mug harder le.
hais. something happened ytd.so my mood suddenly change.sorry girls.but i'm fine le. thanks you guys for your concern. now i just hope that everything will be fine.wishing that small little miracle will happen. hope it will be fine.
anyway.happy birthday my dear.hope you will like today's planning. (: even though we girls seldom hang out together le. but either one of the seven birthday i guess none will forget ya. hahas. now all were busy with their studies. only time we will catch up will only be the practising time for the teachers day ya.hope we will get in to the audition.and had fun taking the photos with you guys today.
man. my flu is really getting me sick! shall end here. take care my babes.
although i am not the one who you will share the feeling with.but i just wish that you will stay cheerful like before. cheerup (:

vonmissesyou
1127pm