i'm a legend was a nice show. thrilling show. but didnt managed to watch finish the last min or so. but we did managed to catch the last train.a tiring christmas eve.
went to new york new york with them for dinner after my work. a fun and great chaps i've know today. chats of our school life while the rest played pool. didnt join in cause i dont know how to play. headed back home after that. thanks for the company(:

thoughts been running through these days. i dont know what i'm gonna do the next move. Dears gave me some comments but still its contradicting. they know how much i dont bear. but so much they can tell to advise me. i dont think i'm wiling too. cause i've given so much. that now i cant take back. ya. maybe i could but time is what i need.
if i ask you the question now. would you still be like what you had once said? if so. i guess its really time for me to end this path. i'll turn and walk back. but you know i've walk such a long way. when can i get my way out? sigh.
after struggling for so long and still holding on.
i'm lost and so confuse.


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