utterly speechless now.
just a word SORRY....................

"come to me if you need me, i'll be there for sure for you(:"
thanks for this sentence.
it just meant so much.

in a moment like this.
0127am

school's a boo.
been dozing off every now and then in school.
projects and projects, one after another.
common test is coming, yet i have not start my revision.
i've always wanted a productive revision after school, but failed until now.
i just need a little more determination, cause it seriously helps.

confusion...
irresponsible...
a total mess one had created yet leaving it uncleared.
a total selfishness none can tolerate.
a countless excuses and reason one can come out with.
apology is the only word one can say.

a blink, its back to 24th.....
i'm turning in, goodnight world.

in a moment like this.
0227am

i finally got the answer i yearned to know for years..

bring me a time machine.
by seeing things differently at the outer,
but taking every single observation,
you then realise, nothing changes.

if only i could control, i wouldn't want to be.
i also wish i could, but god knows i just couldn't.

in a moment like this.
1227am

i abhor that selfishness in me..

if only i realised it.
if only i can understand myself.
if only i were a little more determine.
if only i can handle things properly.
if only i was the past me.
if only i dont have to say if only.

ASS, i want meet up!!!

in a moment like this.
1133pm