At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true,
At night I wish we could go to the way things were,
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened,
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I,
At night I dream of us together again,
At night I wish for us to be together again,
But in the morning I realize it was all,
At Night.

vonmissesyou.
1208am

SEVENteen. a year i'm not gonna forget. thanks all for the wishes(: i greatly appreciate every little thing each and every one of you did for me. those handmade cards and books meant so much to me right now. each memories of those days we've spent through were written in there. i'll definitely keep it. and my dears just know best of what i like without any words spoken. THANKS.

the thoughts of slipping of your mind made me struggle till the moment you appear. i truly appreciate that moment. so much i wanted to say each time but words ended so tough to be utter.i'm seriouslly in doubt of myself about this. no matter what.sweet memories is to be kept(:

met up with dance mates was just hilarious. i just miss each of them so badly!! treat from my 5 sweets at fish&co was superb. not forgetting that sabo from the people there. its rather embarrassing but they are just so sweet. i appreciated it. aww. i just hearts my lovely girls!

Os practical was a letdown. i abhor my carelessness. tears. sighing. nothing gonna change those answers. i'm affected by it. i'm doubting if i could perform well for the others written paper. restless.

vonmissesyou.

1247am

Graduation Day- A DAY TO BE REMEMBERED

time really flies. how i wish i can graduate with my peers last year. now that i've graduated. 5years. how much i'm gonna miss those times in here. so many memories. so many ones that i'm gonna missed. those teachers, dance juniors and especially sweetie and ahya. i do cherish those times we were together. those promises of our outing to each of them was what i'll be looking forward.

just a few more days to the start of Os. i know i've got to sacrifies many things now. yupp. i dont wanna have any regrets(: thanks to all for the encouragement and wishes.

headed down to TTSH. its just heartaching to see her in this condition.words from her saying how long she last saw us. so many thoughts. guilts was all i have. deeply unaware of what to utter. i dont abhor any. but try appearing infront of any alone if you havent been since young. ya. whatever it is now. i know i can never turn back time. but i will do something, cause i dont wanna bring the gulit along with me.do take care.

why do people change whenever someone came into thier life? those ones really meant more than us? ya. indeed to some i know. those days i hold so dear. wouldnt be back anymore till things change. maybe one dont feel it. but to the others around, we do feel it. its okay cause if one gonna do anything or say anything. one is really gonna be selfish. perhaps, its time to change accordingly and get use to what it is now.

a supposingly gleeful meetup.

turn out..

just speechless.

i'm sorry.

anyway.

appreciative of your apperance.

vonmissesyou.

1053pm

you appear infront with a shock. how long it has been ever since you last step out. the night cycling, jogging, that house*. those memories has never been erased. its always being flashed back times and again. those craziness and laughter you brought to us. taking away those cheerless moments. but i know things wouldnt be back like how it used to be. only two knows. many things changes indeed. when would the next meet up comes? i did missyou too.

i wish to know but yet i'm afraid to know. how contradicting.
just a word of yours.

its simple.
but i swear i'm contented.

trust me. i didnt change.

good luck (:

vonmissesyou.
1158pm

Feeling so alone,
Calling you, please be at home.
Where you go,
I wish that I knew, but I don't.
And there are feelings of love,
That I feel inside for you.
I wanna tell you tonight,
But what if you don't feel the way I do.
I want you to tell me more what this feeling is.
Now my feelings just won't take on someone new.
Look at my eyes and say the words,
That make me wonder what to do.
And I know what love can do,
When the arrow points at you,
But I'm so afraid to trust.

waitings.
faded.dreary.tears.
imu

vonmissesyou.
1149pm