class photo-taking this morning.
29/30 (if i'm not wrong)
vp goes on @$#%$#^$%
just because of our rubber band colour.
ya btw, its rubber band andnot hairband.
none can stand.
whatever.
its not the 1st time anyway.

fieldtrip meeting today.
ya. sometimes teacher's talk are funny in a way too.
dont judge by their looks. lols.
fieldtrip tee was pretty nice.
its not as bad as i heard it was. (:

my stomach is not feeling well this days.
just get so irritated.
medicine but no help.

ya.not everyone is the same. so please do not compare alright.

counting down the days.
sigh.
enjoyandtakegoodcare

vonmissesyou
1058pm

Chinese Intensive.
Parent Teacher Report Session.
thats last day of Chinese Intensive (:
gonna miss MISSTAY's lesson and AVA room 1.

Starbucks with MIN(:
slacking and sleeping.
tried doing almond jelly to occupy our time.
but failed ):
same goes to RAY's lychee jelly.
ya. at least half was finished.*being forced to eat* lols.

Mahjong session?
today, definitely not for me (:
Bowling session in late night?
depends(:

vonmissesyou.
0912pm

2 weeks of chinese intensive. compre and compo everyday. been getting use of doing this. cause it has been a daily routine. ya. just 3 more days we got to bear. and 28th, we will be done with chinese. i'm sure by now we are all prepared. yupp. lets all focus and do well for 28th paper.((:
got to know our level ranking.ya. again. 5n3 wasnt doing well. just totally turn off my mood. we really fail badly this term. should really wake up and work harder for the prelim. i' sure we will show something better next term. lets all work hard. ya.

You should never hold a grudge long enough to become accustomed to its weight. It's time you realized that your feelings of anger are hurting you much more than they're hurting their object. Understand that you can't control how other people choose to live their lives. Blaming other people for how they make you feel, isn't healthy. Just SMILE, take a deep breath, and let it go.

vonmissesyou.
0511pm

why are we common in all these things? i think you shouldn't deserve this treatment. i really hope things are fine for you. i know things are turning out bad and you are really tired. but don't give up. cause you should know there are many people who are there for you. i've read it. i'm shock too. out of four. you choose to call me. i'm really glad. i don't mind you said nothing but just crying. i just hope that for that few minutes. you would feel better. i sorry, i didn't know what exactly i should say to console you. cause i don't really know what exactly happen and what she said to you in details. but i just hope all those messages do help you in some ways. you really make me worry. but don't need to apologise. cause i've said before. i'm always there for you no matter what. this is also the first time we've chat so much. but i really hope you are better now. cause i really care. do take care. update me as soon if possible. cheer up. loves.
smile sweetie.

vonmissesyou.
0725pm

words just change everything in a second. and i dont blame you. please dont be offended ya. i know thats not your intention too. dont take it to heart.
i really dont know what to do. somehow by means i might hurt you. i dont know. if thats the real case i'm truly SORRY. do i really care for that particular greeting? i've said it clearly and made my mind. the rest should understand. maybe not you. but you should know me well. dont you? how i wish all this was just my wild guess. it's hurtful to me either. unspoken words. i'm lost. get back to me again.
Trust is important right now, and the two of you have it in spades. It is possible to learn more about someone whom you think you already know very well.

i appreciated all this while. i'm sorry i've lost control of myself today. but i guess i could only do that infront of you. you said you will help me. but i just dont wish to help myself. cause i really cant turn back. i'm sorry. ya. i do own you alot. do ask for favour, i'll definitely be there.

i'm smiling because of you.
take care will you.

vonmissesyou.
1238am

omg!! MY blogger is just creating trouble for me. so fed-up. nvm. anyway. came out with this "brilliant" idea in order for me to blog. ya. thanks pam for helping me!! haah.
chinese intensive started. gonna work real hard for this coming O. man. 3rd time. please allow me to get something i wish for. will definitely put in hard work.cause hardwork will pay off. ((:
yupp. oh please. this is the second time!! please mind what you are doing and stop letting the love ones get worry. its just few more weeks i can say. and you bear to let things got worst? is it worth it? we really did what we can to help you. but everything still lays within yourself. just hope nothing serious gonna happen. *pray*
people often said in chinese. 'whatever you take, you should let go easily.' is it really that easy? words are just too easy to say then to put into action. and i dont think time can proof anything either. might seems nothing and doesnt bother. but deep inside? i really dunno. somehow maybe its just a feeling but meant nothing? perhaps.
urged of contacting just pass by that often. but my hands just seems to stay in position. thoughts and worrying just take over it. expect something but wanna stay put. i'm sorry if i'm too over sometimes. after all. i'm just afraid i'm too annoying.

kindness are always circulated in groups of people.
one can give, give and give.., and the best part is that one do not expect it back in return.
light is what remains the best trait.
i just believe some of it. cause its true somehow.

vonmissesyou.
1248am

meet up with min today ((: finally got chance to go her house. its been so long since i last went. just miss her house. especiall her kitchen ya. lols. she knows well. got lots of memories there. haa. omg. poly having so much school work. she rushing through her hw that she thought was due today. but end up its sunday.lols. never check property date due. if not wouldnt need to be so rush. haa. was slacking around.and i actually fall asleep.man. and we watch spongebob show in kidscental. 1st time in my life i watch that. no childhood life. lols. ya. i agree. its indeed funny but lame. see how slack can we be.ya.her house was just too nice to slack.i love her RED sofa!!((:

who i am?am i the one that all of you know?or have i change?even myself dont know what i was doing last night.i'm sick.i'm tired.i really hope to end of everything.i dont like who i am now.i want my oldself.how i wish i can wake up and forget everything.i really need someone to talk to.but i really dunno who can i turn to.cause i have no courage to speak out everything.sigh.

vonmissesyou.
1016pm

i'm moodless. i dont know what happen to me. been thinking of lots of things. i'm just stress out with so many things. and i think some was not worth it too. but why? my mood just totally turned off espically i'm alone. this mid year i'm definetly to flunk. why cant i take control of myself? now i turly understand why one wanted to ask for more. cause i'm having that knid of feeling too. i dont want to. but i cant help. i'm sorry if i'm too much. sigh. those songs were being repeated over and over to keep me company. just having a feeling of discontent.
was asking that question around. ya. most will deifinetly said yes. cause they wouldnt mind if thats for their loves one. yupp. thats what people always believe in.

vonmisssesyou.
0631pm