its halloween yesterday. headed down to Obar with the same dudes yesterday. haa. at first we cant get in. but its halloween so we got in successfully. haa. as it is still early, so we were sitting around enjoying the music over there. haa. then they started off with the chit chat. then realise that most of us are almost linked. haa. the world is really small. yupp. man. kim's the cai quan number 1? haa. somehow maybe. i think i was the losser last night. gosh. that is why i drink most of the time. haa. ter goes on with his little phrase. so all of us drank that shot. man. there it goes. and n I gone tispy. but really enjoyed ourself at the dance floor. but i guess we two were somehow giving them a hard time especially kim. really sorry and thanks alot. that night we went home early. but overall enjoyed~ hope you guys are feeling better. take care. ((:

vonmissesyou.
0427pm

back from work.man.i'm so tired! anyway.today's abit different.cause its DnD.so much relax?haa.somehow perhaps.knew what we girls did today? haa.we packet so much of food back.then corina and i was like a thief.cause while we carry the bags down to the locker we was like hiding here and there in order not to let the manager see us.haa.man.we are getting more slack.eat here and there.especially at the canteen.haa.free flow! ya? thats why.hahas.next week almost gonna work throughout.cause we book alot.haa.everyone short of cash.so only way is just WORK WORK and WORK. =D
e3 camp starting next week. man. tired of school. tomorrow still need to go back for chinese revision.monday chinese O.gosh.this time round i really think i will do badly.so next year confirm gonna retake again.sigh~sick of chinese.
days pass and pass.chances of meeting is getting lesser. :(
i really missYOU.
sigh*

vonmissesyou.
0327am

went dog farm this afternoon. haa. get to see so many puppies. man. hope to have one. haa. but its impossible now of cause. didnt manage to stay there for long. cause of the weather. so went vivo city to look for euu and family. after that join them for dinner then headed home.
so happy that my maria called me up today!! haa. gonna meet her tomorrow((:

hais. how i wish everything is not the truth. how i wish i have never even went in. but what can i do? everyday i just have the urge to know what's going on and to know 'more'. hais. life is always like that. you just have to accept the FACT. ya. no point running away from it. so i just jolly well accept EVERY FACT. i am damn freaking numb. i really dunno how i can control my emotions sometimes. nowadys i really feel so damn.. i'm speechless.
holidays just drift all of us apart. everything is changing.
waiting for 24? ya. its just a day after all.
ONCE AGAIN.my heart bleeds.

vonmissesyou.
1051pm

saturday.
went vivo city with and. hahas. thats really big and crowded man. didnt managed to buy anything. but nice shopping over there (: actually intended to watch death note over there. and we bought the ticket at 9.50 then we realise that we would not be able to catch the last train. so we came out with a idea. sell the ticket to those who are buying ticket. but who knows. none of them wanted to buy. so we try our luck to ask if we could refund. haa. we managed to. phew. then we headed to douby for movie. but this time we watch silk. and we get the couple seat. haa. the environment there was great. yupp. the show itself is scary but the plot is not that good. so overall its average. after movie, and went to meet ter and friends. so i went to meet my mum and uncle hong for supper. ((:

sunday.
went bugis for steamboat with my mum and the two uncles. haa. yummy* thumbs up. ((: after that we headed to sentosa as the night is still young. haa. knew what. we went to try the 4D magix. man. its so damn expensive. it cost 16 bucks per person and its only 15 mins show. haa. but we did enjoy. i was like laughing non stop inside.cause of all the little stuffs that the chair made.and all the reaction that we have. haa. thats fun. yupp. then we headed to siloso beach then to east coast to have satay and a drink. after a long day. the sea breeze and the waves just made me feel so relax. haa. just love the beach.

bringing high hopes on each day hoping there's a chance to get to see you.but the chances is always so small that i could not even see nor count.
we are so near but yet so far.
1moreday.

vonmissesyou.
0132am

met up with my maria to pass her things yesterday. haa. so happy to see her. so many days never meet up le. just hope you like it (: man. yesterday was graduation day. hais. really hope that the time can stop so that all of them would not graduate. time really flies. 4 years just passed. i will definately miss yuann and my dances mates - the crazy bunch of seven. all the up and downs we had this 4 years. all the joys and tears we all shared. i will miss all of you ! especially my beloved maria. after she graduate, no one will accompany me to school, no one will be there to wait for me every morning. hais. i miss all this moments. *appreciated. all the little things you have done for me.yupp.* but its the fact that they have to graduate. so no point saying so much too. anyway. i also dunno how to put into words. so hoping to meet up all of them after their O. all the best girls. take lots care. shall meet up soon. MISSES (:

dreading to work soon.seeyou guys.
4moredays~

vonmissesyou.
0345pm

hais.what a day! actually suppose to be my happy day.but ended up with un UNLUCKY day for me! i hate it man! i really hope everything is just a dream. this is the worst birthday i ever had. my day was just spoil by them. why everytime must be me? its the second time. why must i always be the one to be accused? did i stare at you? NO! I CAN SAY. but why must you all find trouble with me? i am really at lost just now when they give me the three choices. whats all the three choices? who will be so dumb to choose one of them when none is good. ya. maybe to all of you might be fun and great. but please. will all of you just stop all this? not everyone is the same like all of you! including me! i dont do all this just to spend my time and i am not the one who you all are looking for! i am tired of all this. just freaking GET OFF my life! its just my UNLUCKLY day. I HATE THIS DAY!! UTTERLY SUCKS!!
sorry-i cant do to stop my tears from flowing. really sorry girls. make all of you worried.anyway.thanks for celebrating my birthday with me.Appreciated.
and n euu.sorry to make you all rush down and make you all worried.really thanks for being there for me when i needed you all most.thanks alot.
thanks for all the presents.

WHAT A DAY !! BLOODY HELL !!

vonmissesyou
0143am

phew. what a relief. just came back from work not long. man. so tiring. haa. yesterday after work went down Obar to find my cousin and friends. haa. enjoyed myself alot there. but i never get to drink that night. so i am fully awake. haa. knew what? my cousin actually asked me to drink tap water. haa. not saying her or what. just finding it funny. lols. after Obar closed, they headed to zook and i went back yishun. hmm. nice to meet all of them that night. a bunch of funny people.(:

i was happy and shock to hear that you will be going. but was dissapointed when i heard the other answer. but after all. its fine. cause i know the reason. (:

wake up and head for lunch with my superman then to work. man. i dont like today's partner. whole day gave me the face. like i own them. was like so busy lor. how to manage with 6 tables alone. @#$%^@!#$# sians. tomorrow gonna work again. arghh. hope that tomorrow we will still be attached. and to a better partner. haa. pray hard~ but my superman and chicken wanna serve already. brave girls. lols. oh ya. my superman "mother" working there too. haa. -look alike ar- lols. corina is right. we will soon become china people. haa. half the stuffs were from china. and their assents were so strong. haa. but most of them are nice people. ((: hoping my working days gonna be smooth and fun. yupp.

vonmissesyou
0240am

simply loves.

actually intended to do some other thing. but the candle just go against me that day. anyway. managed to complete one after doing so many. (:












I miss you badly.

today is my last paper. finally N level finish le. can really take a break le. hahas. long waiting day finally arrived! yupp ((: but today's paper is not what i have expected. ): man. wondering if i can pass. hmm. alright. shall not say this anymore since its over le. hahas. ya. after school went to have lunch with my girls at food court.actually intended to go tampanies with pam they all. but then ended up going newton. sorry girls. didnt mean to ps you guys. hmm. headed newton for job interview. haa. everything goes on smoothly. and we gonna start work on this coming friday. haa. wondering what will it be like on that day. hahas. think genie is the most excited ba. yupp. (: shall enjoy this few days first. and gonna save up to get my stuffs. (:

just wanna wish all those who are taking O all the best and continue to work hard.
-especially to my darling.min ((:
chated quite alot of things with her this morning. man. time really flies. thinking back the times we first met and now? she gonna graduate!! really hope that the time can stop. sure miss her badly de. anyway. you promise me something. better dont break it huh. if not. you should know. haa. all the best (:

will we still be like last time? i really hope so. shall meet up often. imissyou.

vonmissesyou
12.42am

its been really sometime after i blogg. everything turns out fine this few days ba. have been preapring for my N this few days. left 2 more paper and thats it. yupp. hope everything turns out fine. (: the recent papers is still alright to me. but except for some papers. especially english. man! really hope i can pass. if not. hmm. everyone knows what will happen. ya. tml is maths paper 2. really got to score man. if not i wonder still got what subject i can do well le. all the best to those who are taking N out there. jiayou and all the best ((:
arghh.my stomach is killing me this 3 days. gone to see a doctor this morning.haa.that doctor actually say i got stress? hmm. perhaps?! haa. i'm not sure either. lols. just hope it will be fine soon. and hoping my aunt will get well soon. yupp. take lots care.

i wonder what will happen after tomorrow.hope everything will remain the same.ya.dont dare to think too much about it also.and i guess i will really miss you.

vonmissesyou
0653pm.